By Anny, United States
I had believed in the Lord with my parents since my childhood. Afterward, I sawsays, “He that believes on the Son has everlasting life: and he that believes not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God stays on him” (John 3:36). Rooted in my young heart, these words encouraged me to trust in the all my life. After I came to America in 2012, I had been to several churches to have meetings off and on. Due to the pressure of work and difficulties of life, I was weary in body and mind and suffered from insomnia in the end. I saw traditional Chinese doctors and Western-trained doctors, treated myself with food therapy, and even did sports, racking my brains, but all to no avail. Instead, my illness became ever more advanced. I could sleep for four or five hours during a night before, but in the end my condition deteriorated to the point where I was unable to fall asleep all night. I had no other choice but to search the remedy for insomnia on the Internet, but it didn’t work. I became very bad-tempered and could not feel the Lord when praying, feeling like I was about to fall apart. At that time, I did not know why I had an itch for returning to New York to convalesce. Therefore, I took my child to New York despite the obstruction of my family. Miraculously, my insomnia healed without treatment after coming to New York.
In April 2017, I got acquainted with Sister Lucy by chance. Because we were both Christians, when getting along with each other, we hit it off and always had common topics. Though her appearance was unremarkable, she had insights when talking about belief in God. In addition, her fellowship, original and easy to understand, was the light that I had not heard in the church. I felt extremely grounded and enjoyable in my heart after listening to her fellowship, so I liked having gatherings with her and listening to her sharing.
At a meeting, the sister said the Lord Jesus has returned to flesh to do the judgment work of Faith in God. At that time, the title attracted me. With curiosity, I finished watching the whole film at a stretch, in which the truth fellowshiped was clear and illuminating and the testimony of the protagonist was very truthful. Moreover, The Church of Almighty God had posted a lot of films on YouTube and each one of them drew my attention. I felt puzzled: The Church of Almighty God freely supplies us with the living water of life, from which we benefit a lot, but why do the pastors of all churches obstruct us from seeking and investigating it? No, I should be serious about the Lord’s coming again and better understand it. Later, through seeing the film Break Through the Snare, I understood: As a matter of fact, the pastors know the words of Almighty God have authority and power, but they fear that if believers recognize God’s voice and follow the Almighty God after reading His words, nobody’ll listen to their sermons and make offerings to them, and thus their status and livelihood will be in danger. Consequently, they hinder believers from coming into contact with The Church of Almighty God and reading the words of Almighty God under the guise of protecting them. Apparently, these pastors and elders are indeed the modern-day Pharisees! Then whenever I was free, I would watch various films of The Church of Almighty God, which allowed me to come to know all aspects of the truth such as the mystery of , the truth of incarnation, the truth concerning the Bible and so on. Especially in the book The Word Appears in the Flesh, the truth expressed by Almighty God is abundant and made me feel greatly satisfied in my spirit. Through a period of seeking and studying, I was of conviction that Almighty God is indeed the Lord Jesus returned. Accordingly, I decided to stay in New York and have meetings with my brothers and sisters.. On hearing that, I instantly remembered the my pastors constantly talked about. Though I felt steady when I came into contact with her and God’s work in the last days she fellowshiped is based on the Bible and has fulfilled the work of “Judgment from the house of God,” which was prophesied in the Bible, I still had some apprehensions, thinking that I should be prudent in the coming of the Lord. Once, when browsing Facebook, I came across the movie of The Church of Almighty God,
I eagerly wanted to tell my family the excellent news, thinking: They’ve always been desperately longing for the Lord’s return. Now the Lord has returned, so they should be very happy to accept His work. Thereupon, I gave a call to my husband and then called my mother who was in mainland China. At first, they considered what I said made sense and felt like seeking and studying. So I let them read the book The Word Appears in the Flesh often, thinking to myself: As long as they read God’s words, they can recognize God’s voice from them and follow God’s footsteps. However, what I had not imagined was that, after my mother told my mother-in-law about my believing in Almighty God, as having believed the pastors’ words and been deceived by the rumors of the CCP, not only did my mother-in-law not seek, but on the contrary, she disturbed my mother and husband. After that, my husband began disturbing and obstructing me, and searched some negative information and videos concerning The Church of Almighty God and asked me to see. I said, “All of these are rumors and lies. We can’t heed and trust only one side. We need to read Almighty God’s words when seeking and examining God’s work….” He did not listen to whatever I said. Instead, he sent me some videos about the May 28 Macdonald Case and let me see. After finished watching that, I was at a complete loss: What’s going on exactly? How could this kind of thing happen? I hurried to come before God, praying, “O God, today I saw some videos about the May 28 Murder Case. I desire to figure out the truth of this thing. May You guide me.” After my, my heart settled a little. Thinking that when I came into contact with the sisters of The Church of Almighty God, I felt their sincere, kindness, love and patience. In addition, all their commutations at meetings were about God’s words and the testimonies of their personal experiences. The facts and the videos were completely separate things. I thought: No! I should get to the bottom of this to be responsible for my family and myself.
When at a gathering, I made my confusion known to my brothers and sisters. Sister Liu opened the video Lifting the Veil: The Truth About the Evil Chinese Communist Party’s Show Trial and let me watch. After carefully watching it, I came to find the crime scene was riddled with doubts and that this manslaughter case was totally a case premeditated malevolently by the CCP police because even the several killers (psychotic perpetrators) in this case stated that they were not members of The Church of Almighty God. This case was simply a criminal case meticulously planned by the CCP government to defame The Church of Almighty God. The CCP is really a gang of murderous devils who kill without blinking an eye, too wicked and shameless!
The sister said, “In our church, preaching the gospel abides by principles: ‘First, only preach to people with good humanity who truly’s existence and willingly seek the true way in their hearts. Second, regardless of a person’s line of work, their level of education, or their sex or age, they can be preached to as long as they have good humanity and can accept the truth. … Fifth, with regard to leaders of all religious sets and denominations, they can be preached to as long as their reputations are not too bad and they can acknowledge the true way, accept the truth, and are guaranteed to not be wicked people.’ We, The Church of Almighty God, only preach to the people with good humanity who are true believers in God, are willing to seek the true way and can accept the truth. We don’t preach to those who are wicked and have poor humanity, so people like these several evil persons who committed murder are absolutely not the targets for the gospel.” Only at the moment did I see a little bit clearly the facts and truth of the May 28 Murder Case. In addition, whatever confusion and questions I had, the sister could commune the truth with me to resolve them. I felt my believing in God in such a church couldn’t be wrong.
The sister continued, “Through this homicide case, we see clearly the evil substance of the CCP. The CCP is the mastermind of this case. This case is the basis of public opinions engineered by the CCP for the cruel attack and suppression of The Church of Almighty God. The CCP held the public trial for several psychotic people, attempting to defame The Church of Almighty God to achieve its purpose of banning God’s work in the last days.” I said in indignation, “It’s really a thief shouting ‘Thief,’ and extremely base and shameless!” After I understood the root of the thing, my doubts disappeared and weight was off my mind.
At that time, I desired greatly to let my family know the truth. That evening, when my husband called me again, I told him, “I don’t believe by mistake. Almighty God is the Lord Jesus returned. The May 28 Homicide Case was planned meticulously by the CCP police to frame and shift the blame onto The Church of Almighty God. What the CCP said aren’t the facts. Don’t believe the rumors on the Internet.” He said impatiently, “Don’t believe all what others said.” I said, “The truth has been persecuted since ancient times. The CCP has been persecuting religious belief since in power. It has labeled the Bible a ‘book of cults.’ If we measure and delineate a church according to the CCP government’s words, isn’t this absurd? In my opinion, the more the CCP persecutes the way, the more it is the true one. The brothers and sisters from The Church of Almighty God with whom I have contacted aren’t like what the rumors say at all.” Then he hung up helplessly. After that, my mother gave me a call, “Daughter, you can’t always live in two places separately. Gradually, when your feelings become cold, your family will fall apart.” Her words made me feel bad and I was in low spirit. On one side was my family and on the other side was God. Both were very important to me, so it was hard for me to make a choice. I thought: In this evil times, extramarital love affair and the failure of long-distance marriage are common. I’ve managed my family through painstaking efforts and I have a lovely daughter. If my family really breaks up, what about my daughter? If we really divorce, what will my relatives and other people who know me think of me? For a moment I sank in painful refinement. I could only pour out the distress in my heart to God, “O Almighty God, now I’m very sad within. Confused by the rumors, my family obstruct me from believing in You. I’m worried that my family will fall apart. I don’t know what to do. God, may You help me….” After the prayer, my heart got quieter.
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